Friday, May 28, 2010

haiis.. eu tell mi give eu some time so i waited but all i gt is nth. eu already told mi eu lyk someone. it is time 4 mi to give up. we were nv matched at all. both our character dun match at all. i thought tis time i treat guys well maybe i will last long wif tat guy. but it is all wrong. i cant lyk a guy at all. i will nv last long wif tat guy. i dun want lyk anyone le. it so diffcult 4 mi to gt someone to love mi n care 4 mi. i gave up! im tired of my life n so on. might as well "haha" till i die. i will nv noe wat will happen?

Thursday, May 27, 2010

opps! wake up late early in th morning. i was damn tired.. kept quiet th whole morning. i was havin a bad headache. dunno y? haha! we have physics lesson. testin sound waves den th teacher scream n my classmate over dere whistle. th waves is so damn funny lo. up down up down followin th rhythm. i was nt feelin well so take a nap in maths lesson. teacher asked mi y i nw adays lyk sick? haiis.. i really no mood. i dunno hw to find bk my smile. i dun my friends to c mi upset den worry 4 mi. i dunno wat to do? my head really hurts. my condition worsen? i have no idea? haiis.. i wanna be lyk last time, play, shout, scream n goin crazy. nw i seriously have no energy to do anythin le. after school wanted to find teacher to gt bk result slip but have no idea wher is she so ended up goin hme le. 5 lyk tat went to find Vivian at vl. play acarde awhile go find Huifang. mi n Vivian gong gong one, keep lookin nt sure is Huifang mahh? den went vl again, Huifang nd go find her brother so mi n Vivian went acarde play. Benjamin ong came find us. mi n him play jubit den wth he win mi. he go choose diffcult diffcult song give mi play. i cant catch up okay? make mi lose. i so sad lo.. haha! 10.30 went hme n playin com nw.

i dunno whether continue to lyk eu ant? i dun want give eu any pressure? i really dunno wat to do? im nt a healthy girl? i goin gave up on eu. i dun want eu stead wif mi cause im nt healthy at all. i dunno wat will happen to mi?

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

wah! 2dae so sad sia.. onli mi go school. Theresa, Cindyl, Sherene, Chinkang all the go school. sianx.. i dunno wher i belong? wateva they tok, i dun have any idea at all? r we friends? i thought friends shld share? Jasmine, Eileen, Kristine n Sujuan. i alwais lyk left alone.. haiis.. after school had headache so had a small fight wif Jasmine. den went to find Theresa, Cindyl n Sherene at v.hive. they went acarde but i couldnt. im wearing my pe shirt. wah! sad.. cant play at all. after tat we went causeway point eat seoul garden. wow! my money all gone le.. i ate nt quite much cause im damn full okay? when bk v.hive again n i sat dere listenin to music. i nv tok much. wanted to wait 4 Vivian n Huifang. i thought they would come cause Vivian said so. misses them badly.. really havin a bad headache dunno y?

i miss eu badly. my heart hurts alot. do eu noe? whenever someone say ur name i seriously dunno wat to do? wat am i suppose to say? haiis..

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

my heart hurts alot but i dunno y? which pain isit? or both add together give mi hell of pain? i noe i shoulnt continue "haha". alot ppl ask mi quit but i dun really care so much le. someone told mi if i continue till 18 yrs old, i might die. so might as well just die. i dun care so much. i noe i shld cut down but i really dun have mood i just continue. if i dun "haha" my heart hurts even more.

haha! 2dae i thought i late sia! shld be meetin Cindyl 7 but i ended up reachin abt 7.10 lyk tat. i lookin around cant c her so maybe i think she haven reach le ba. so went to cheers buy food n drinks to eat. came out still cant c her, i started to anxious cause i dun have hp. i scared she maybe nt comin school or already reach liao. phew! luckily i saw Jieyi so asked her to lent mi her hp to call Cindyl. haha! she haven reach nt smth happen de. morning gt shoot by Jasmine again n again. i oso nv do anythin. haiis.. den i just kept quiet throughout th lesson. i feelin veri sad sia.. i bought two muffins and ate one during chinese lesson. other went social studies lesson, Jasmine took one half n Kristine took another. den i say mi leh? wah! nth 4 mi sia. haha! jk jk! it was meant to leave 4 them de. school ended i quickly called starhub so to restore my sim but.. wah! i really wanna cry sia.. it cant be restore. it is spoil. my heart break tat time lo. im thinkin tat im prepare to gt scolded. after extra lesson pei Huifang n Vivian den went hme gt scolded. i really cry. i didnt want to.

i really like eu. although we have a really huge age gap but it doesnt matter okay? i nv say anythin. i really want to do smth so tat eu wont angry anymore. but i really dunno hw? i might be blur n stupid but i do care abt eu. really?! i will wait till eu think tat its okay to text mi.

Monday, May 24, 2010

haha! morning woke up late! opps! meet CINDYL late. ohno! im sorry, im sorry. went to school den gt laugh by alot of ppl lo. im so sad lo.. wah! weep weep! i noe my bangs makes mi look gong gong lo. haiyo! haha! after tat have dnt, i dunno wat to do lo? lol! so complicated th software okay? wah! im really really broke lo. haiis. on wed still nd go seoul garden. i dunno gt money mahh? hope so ba. nxt few days no nd eat le.. hmm.. wat to do? lesson i kept on dozin off dunno y sia? haha! opps! nt wanted to de. aiyoyo! after school gt chinese extra lesson, sianx.. tcher say i dunno hw do cause i kept on dozin off. but im really damn tired kay. haiis.. gt briefin 4 camp, wah! give mi fear lo, i dun want knn anythin 4 my birthday lo. ohno! wah! i dunno y my sim card lock sia? i go meddle wif th sim card den nw become sim rejected. wth! ohno! sorry ppl! dun contact my number if eu noe!

Thursday, May 20, 2010

haha! wow! i haven post seen long long time ago. im a lazy pig. my o'lvl chinese is comin so had to work extra hard. jiayou manx to all lyk mi! hmm.. might nt be postin tis fews days. haha! wait till my exam end guys..! i will post every single day, i guess? opps! haha! morning wake up late so had to rush to school. i damn tired okay? kept dozin off... haha! opps! nt really wanted too... had to go extra lesson everyday except sun, mon n sat. i goin crazy liao.. everyday is chinese? wow! hw am i goin to go on? bored! hmm.. nth interestin happen in school?! i guess? byeeezzz.. guys! wait till my nxt post! (:



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